on these nights alone...

lil ol' me <3

ma&mani are at cels' house & leroy is on a 'date'
soooo...
i'm left alone with my thoughts..& yall know that is not a good combo =]

i'm farming on fb as usual..so addicting.
today was good , no complaints.
finally made it to the movies...
i saw tyler perrys' new movie 'i can do bad all by myself'
two thumbs up...cried a little lol

i'm looking for a place to go snowboarding , skiing , snowtubing , etc.
somewhere in nj or pa.
around my birthday sometime..
something different.
or paintballing.

sex w. my ex : i really need a guy to give me an explanation as to WHY do ex-boyfriends think they cannot be turned down for sex after a relationship has ended , like they're names are forever written all over you smh. & when females say no..we gotta get the "i can do it better , i can get it wetter , once mine always mine" speech. B L A H. tired of saying no..been there , done that.bye.

I MISS CAMZ!!
& when i miss camz..i miss mommy =[
not exactly sure where that connection comes from but it's there.
sigh...

you&i are going nowhere fast..wtf is the holdup?
got me feeling like i'm playing 'red light , green light'
keyword : playing
g a m e o v e r. . .

these aren't even half my thoughts...
but i need a snack & i'm deadtired.

it is 6am & i need a nap.
football&gamenight at wills' house in a lil while.
bodat lmao
get to see dg&mnb, yeah buddy =]

i'm a host of imperfection , can you see past all that??