changing faces.

haven't posted a pic in a while..& my phone is allllll the way on the other side of the room so i'll post some tomorrow.

i think i'm tired..got up for work at 5am so i guess i am. but i tried to nap & couldn't sleep.

i'm waiting on rina to get here..her&i need to catch up. she is busy with school&work & i'm busy with work&sleep. i need to adjust myself to this schedule because i'm definitely not a morning person. but work is cool..its doing nothing but getting easier. grasped all the basic concepts & getting it done faster everyday. my only issue was finding a comfortable pair of shoes to wear lol. tried my blazer boots BIG NO-NO , then a pair of dunks UGH , then today i tried some airmax97s PERFECTO!! felt like i was walking on clouds lol so i have like 4 or 5 pairs of those so i should be fine =]

also waiting on dg&mnb , they went to pacha in the city..gotta pick them up from the square later.

i haven't watched tv in forever..strange. turned it on yesterday to watch jay-z on oprah & that was it since sunday afternoon.

i feel different but i don't know what it is can't really put my finger on it..not bad , just different. i'm in a good mood though.

found this HILARIOUS..dude i work with tells me allll about his situation 2 kids by 2 different females..he is still involved with both. 1 chick he feels is unappreciative but loves her & lives with her & 1 child & the other is 'perfect' she a freak , cooks , cleans , rubs his back blah blahh..yanno all that good stuff but she has a new dude who lives there with her & my co-workers' other child. (hope i haven't confused you) so while her new man away for 3 days&nights at work my co-worker plays house with her. so he wants his main chick (the one he is living with) to appreciate him & the things he does more & then he feels that he can let go of the other babymother & just deal solely with the child. so i'm just standing there doing my work thinking number 1 why the hell are you telling me this & number 2 well damn you are a busy man lol so he asks me my situation..i'm like nucca it ain't NO WHERE near as complex as yours! in fact it is very simple i am involved with no one. he like word i'm like yup. so he brings it back up later on the train (which he never takes so idk why he started today) & tells me i should get involved with him..i'm not even gonna say anymore yall should know me well enough. oh yes i almost forgot..this man is 30 smh. i quit.

i look c r a z y lol but i love myMANI =]

so it is now 7am..enjoyed my night played catchup w. rina&samir while i waited for dg&mnb. & we all ended up at mcdonalds for like an hour. i want to go to sleep but i am not tired =[ ...probably listen to chrisette michele til i fade out.

realitycheck
a lot of things need to change within the relationships in my life smh.
despite what some think i can be tooo nice. hmph.

a lot of the time , i am my own worst enemy.