it has been sooo long...i don't even know where to begin. i have so much on my mind & so much in my heart...didn't realize how "refreshing" this was until i stopped doing it lol
FIRST&FOREMOST : I'M AN AUNTIE!!
august5.2009 , 8:56am , 6lbs.11oz , 19.5in.
amani yvonne berry.
i swear i have never been in love like this before...you would think she was mine haha. but she is such a cutie. having her around required a lot of adjusting (waking up to crying , sleeping on the couch , etc.) lol but all that doesn't even matter when i hold her.damn i love that little girl , can't wait til ahw gets a lil older.
very random but iLOVE skinny ties on guys lol..
anywho , i have NO phone guys!! my iPhone officially gave up on me. first it was just turned off , now it won't even friggin charge!! sooo RIP to my iPhone =[ didn't even make it a year. something new coming soon. but it's cool cuz i was getting very annoyed with the pointless texts&calls i was getting. i'm tired of guys commenting & criticizing me about me being a stranger lately. but when they contact me to play catch up all i get is a 'how you been' & then the conversations head straight for the topic of sex. this is why i became a stranger in the first place , how many different ways can i say no? the number of guy friends i have has dropped significantly lol cool by me. but yeah..no phone , now i can't be found =] just how i like it.
still on the job hunt.......i know right RIDICULOUS , don't even wanna discuss it. moving right along...
sometimes i feel like trusting someone is an impossible task for me. i don't want the past to deter me from putting that much confidence in a person , but people just ain't worth their weight in gold anymore.
when it comes to you...i imagine myself walking up to a door with caution tape all over. it is clear that i have no business opening the door but curiosity is a killer & temptation is a bitch. i like you but everything is saying don't. some say "no risk , no reward" but dammit i'm damaged lol do i really have time for risk?? it would put my mind at ease if i had some type of understanding or clarity when it comes to you. ugh unsolved mysteries. but quite frankly i don't know how much longer i'm willing to take this risk , cuz when i catch feelings while being unsure there is a problem. i miss you (phobia) & i despise this feeling. someone fucking shoot me now.
craving a salad from johnny rockets!! didn't get it tonight but i made fried chicken & a cake lol just as good.
Y A W N..time for bed..dammit i wanna cuddleup next to someone & i miss myMANI already =[
FIRST&FOREMOST : I'M AN AUNTIE!!
august5.2009 , 8:56am , 6lbs.11oz , 19.5in.
amani yvonne berry.
i swear i have never been in love like this before...you would think she was mine haha. but she is such a cutie. having her around required a lot of adjusting (waking up to crying , sleeping on the couch , etc.) lol but all that doesn't even matter when i hold her.damn i love that little girl , can't wait til ahw gets a lil older.
very random but iLOVE skinny ties on guys lol..
anywho , i have NO phone guys!! my iPhone officially gave up on me. first it was just turned off , now it won't even friggin charge!! sooo RIP to my iPhone =[ didn't even make it a year. something new coming soon. but it's cool cuz i was getting very annoyed with the pointless texts&calls i was getting. i'm tired of guys commenting & criticizing me about me being a stranger lately. but when they contact me to play catch up all i get is a 'how you been' & then the conversations head straight for the topic of sex. this is why i became a stranger in the first place , how many different ways can i say no? the number of guy friends i have has dropped significantly lol cool by me. but yeah..no phone , now i can't be found =] just how i like it.
still on the job hunt.......i know right RIDICULOUS , don't even wanna discuss it. moving right along...
sometimes i feel like trusting someone is an impossible task for me. i don't want the past to deter me from putting that much confidence in a person , but people just ain't worth their weight in gold anymore.
when it comes to you...i imagine myself walking up to a door with caution tape all over. it is clear that i have no business opening the door but curiosity is a killer & temptation is a bitch. i like you but everything is saying don't. some say "no risk , no reward" but dammit i'm damaged lol do i really have time for risk?? it would put my mind at ease if i had some type of understanding or clarity when it comes to you. ugh unsolved mysteries. but quite frankly i don't know how much longer i'm willing to take this risk , cuz when i catch feelings while being unsure there is a problem. i miss you (phobia) & i despise this feeling. someone fucking shoot me now.
craving a salad from johnny rockets!! didn't get it tonight but i made fried chicken & a cake lol just as good.
Y A W N..time for bed..dammit i wanna cuddleup next to someone & i miss myMANI already =[
<3VENUS VERSUS MARS.
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