fuck this..

i ain't shit right now =[ the attitude is bonkers. not upset at anything , i just don't feel well. my ENTIRE body hurts & i have no clue why..i haven't been sleeping on the couch lately , haven't been doing anything strenuous..i just woke up like this. i'm coughing & sneezing but only at night w t f is that about?? & i'm some complete bullshit with food right now..i just ate some cereal (which i NEVER eat) a turkey sandwich accompanied by a hot pocket & now i'm snacking on milk & cookies w. a nutrigrain bar. i know that is od right smh & i'm ashamed to tell you what i ate before my nap. i was complaining to leroy about all this (whyyyy wrong person lol) a fathers' first instinct is pregnancy..now unless someone crept up on me with a turkey baster in the middle of the night , i am far from pregnant.say no more. even though i'm in a crappy mood i'm kinda enjoying leroys' company right now cuz i was lonely lmao

hold up...pissssssseedddddd since when doesn't sex&thecity come on channel 11 at midnight??

& lastly..why is it that i get no answer from you like i did something..did i miss something?
the only thing i thought i was missing was you.


i'm going to bed.