where did she go??

NOWHERE!! lol ..i've just been missing in action , mainly doing a lot of sleeping&cleaning. sad right?? hehe

currently : i'm supposed to be taking my daddy to the emergency room , no worries nothing serious ..he just hurt his foot running , he can wait =]

on my mind : food ugh I'M STARVING ..but i don't know what i want soooo i'll ease my hunger pains in a moment.

nikki lately

BORING!!! ..i still need a job like asap , i'm bored with being home. it's getting to the point where i'm not even interested for the money just the entertainment lol. what else? ..i permed mi pelo. i know i know, i'm supposed to be doing the natural thing but after i took those braids out [that i had in for two months] i couldn't take it , it would have been tooooo much upkeep & it would have broken off. i need to keep it braided , so i'll get back to the natural thing when i get a job lol. but as of right now it's short again with a little red in it spicy hehe i'll just post a pic.

randomthought : i like that new show 'kendra' that comes on E! , kind of funny.

..camz left me saturday night & all day sunday , it's crazy because i missed her & the belly terribly. mentioned this because soon she won't be here at all anymore , she'll be with her family [cel&amani=D] & i've never really had to live without her. kinda makes me sad ='[ other then leroy [blah hehe] she's all i have , brings a tear to my eye. but hey she has to do her own thing right?? i hope we're just growing up & not growing apart.

aahhh thee love rollercoaster... blah , right about now it's a kiddiecoaster =[ realized there is no need to bring those from the past into my present because they will get in the way of my future ..so with that being said some 'friends' have been X'd , which resulted in a couple of angry texts hehe but what can i do?? time to let go ..i do have someone i'm interested in shhh!!! but i won't speak on that to heavily until i see wasup with it =]

anywho , my final thought is : a trip to the beach is well needed lol






TIMING IS EVERYTHING.