breakthrough.

just getting in ..stuffed & happy , just how i like it. tonight was great =] ..aydins was cool even though ness was missing [i just love my rinabean , tooofunny] & i just came in from breakfast , but i'll get to that in a sec ;]

hair update [hehe] ..so i changed it again. but i love LOVE l o v e it lol. i was kinda inspired by 'kay' from 'collegehill' , would be nice if i could dye it. & i'm so proud i didn't sweat it out at the club =]

myintervention.

so i did some consulting with my honeys & we came to the conclusion that its time for nik to get back in the 'dating game' ..i feel nervous like i've never been out with a guy before , not cool. i've noticed i'm pretty closed off lately [especially with him] i need to get rid of the 'whats gonna go wrong' mentality , but i can't help but to wonder. i have , what we call , sns / scary nigga syndrome lmao ..i'm working on it though , i can't let the past have complete control of my future. soooo i've made some breakthroughs & let loose a little hehe , not sure what else my heart can take but i guess i'll find out.

ugh i'm ready for my niece , ma is huge. can't wait.

he is. . .toooo much & i like it.

i really enjoyed myself , don't even really know what else to say. he made my night. love his eyes. best breakfast in a while.

aaahhhhh , i have hiccups.

still jobhunting smh. finding a job has never been this hard for me , beyond aggitated.

thought i was going to bed but nope , out for padre ..laterdays.

theres one place you can touch me that will drive me crazy , MYHEART.