& i wonder if i'll find out how it was supposed to be.

( homealone , hate it. ]

i want to drink my bacardi dragonberry that padre bought me , but i feel like drinking by myself is the first step to alcoholism. sooo it shall sit there until i see ness&beans.

just had a little 'whatif' session , guess it was the lonliness. but i couldn't stop myself from wondering about a lot of things & how different my life would be. it'd be nice to bring back those who were taken from me , but i guess god works in mysterious ways right?? & everything happens for a reason right?? all that sounds nice & i know your not supposed to question certain things but i'm kind of full of resentment ...missuma*

'16&pregnant' : new reality show on mtv , iLike.

today was cool , spent it with thefam ..'leroy' sipped some wine in the afternoon then we went to the mall so he was a little 'loose' all day. omg it was hilarious , he's so cool sometimes. well the majority of the time lol

mipadre*

btw hangover was HILARIOUS.

thinking of a masterplan , nah i'm lying shawty on my mind ")