cleaning out my closet.

closets are the worst!! thats where i throw everything i don't want to deal with at the moment. or my storage for things i don't want to get rid of. i recently cleaned my whole room including my closet so everything is neat. i left necessary items in my closet like blankets , pillows & i put in a small dresser thingy. i ALSO found some old letters , pictures & other memorabilia from my highschool relationship so i thought to myself 'awww this is soooo cute i wanna keep it'

BLAH!! ..so sunday night i was getting some old shoe boxes so i can throw them in the recyclables [i never knew if that was a real word but i always use it] & i saw all this old stuff. & i'm like why do i still have it. i'm soooo over it so why keep it not trying to sound bitter or anything but i really don't see a reason to have all these old memories in my closet. i dont have anything from any other relationship. this is another way to keep the past out of my present or future. don't get me wrong we are still friends but all those moments & memories we can't get back aren't needed.


soooo..tonight the garbage goes out & this shit MUST go with it =] & i've officially finished cleaning out my closet in all aspects. i'm loving the feeling of a fresh start.


in other news. . .
i have an interview thursday afternoon , wish me luck. i'm praying on this because the boredom of not having a job is killing me. i need something to occupy all this spare time.
what else , what else??
things seem odd & strained in another area of my life but i'm not going address it because i think this is just me thinking to much. as usual. sometimes i think i'm not aggressive enough when it comes to this.


starvation is getting the best of me. b b l.





finding forever.