welcome. .pull up a chair , make yourself at home =]

ok , this is one of those nights where my thoughts are getting the best of me..but they are frequently thrown off track by the sound of ness' voice. but i'm not complaining , she's good company =]

i feel 'okay' [not happy , not sad] from my pov , the whole world is moving & i'm just standing still..not cool =[ but i guess progress can sometimes be a slow a process. i'm throwing myself into the "good things come to those who wait" theory. i'll have my day. i'm just tired of living jobless in jersey hehe hopefully i get this sony gig [praying on it]

thought : i hope we go out tomorrow [later today] , whether it be aydins or dolce. i don't care , someone just get me out of here.

meanwhile , i think it's time for a perm lol i'm not sure if this natural thing is working for me =\ or perhaps i'm just watching to much tv & seeing all these nice short 'feathery' hairstyles. now i understand why people say the media has an effect on you lol jk.

ness won't shut up. soooo , i guess i'll pay her some attention.

final thought...a half-truth is still a whole lie.