HAKUNA MATATA.

=] so far so good , as far a the day is concerned. i've been in a good mood all day...did a lil running around , ate good [very important] & went to the mall. just relaxing for a sec...so like i said hakuna matata , no worries.

going to the city tonight..foam party , hmm. first time , can't wait.

approx. eightyone more day until my niece is here =D i'm ready to meet her , hope time flies. camz gets bigger & cuter everyday lol

when things get hard on me , i can rely on my inner harmony.

emotional terroist.

boredom is the name of the game tonight. .i stayed in ALL DAY [except for taking ness home] , by choice though. very tired. i went out w. the ladies to a lounge called aydins with less than a hour of sleep under my belt. big mistake , my body like gave out on me & not to mention i was braindead. soooo now my whole body is like sore & stiff & my throat hurts UGH. i'll get back to the regularly scheduled program tomorrow.

& oh yes , the title..emotional terroist that basically just means that i am 'mean' beyond normal standards. stole it from dane cook. i've been called 'mean' by numerous people lately =/ for some people i have to ease up , but for others you better man up or roll out!!

ok so i'm single in every sense of the word right now. no friends , no 'prospects' , NOTHING. all i have to say is : what happen to the days where being single was fun?? smh.

anywho...watching the sunrise. wouldn't it be nice if i were on a beach or something =] starving , in more then one sense of the word. can't even begin to describe. but i do need a snack or something lol. random thought , i forgot to take the garbage out.

well the entertaining conversation i was having on facebook is now over lol..so i guess this means family matters until i pass out. a texting buddy would be perfect right now =/

love me back to life , is love that powerful??

welcome. .pull up a chair , make yourself at home =]

ok , this is one of those nights where my thoughts are getting the best of me..but they are frequently thrown off track by the sound of ness' voice. but i'm not complaining , she's good company =]

i feel 'okay' [not happy , not sad] from my pov , the whole world is moving & i'm just standing still..not cool =[ but i guess progress can sometimes be a slow a process. i'm throwing myself into the "good things come to those who wait" theory. i'll have my day. i'm just tired of living jobless in jersey hehe hopefully i get this sony gig [praying on it]

thought : i hope we go out tomorrow [later today] , whether it be aydins or dolce. i don't care , someone just get me out of here.

meanwhile , i think it's time for a perm lol i'm not sure if this natural thing is working for me =\ or perhaps i'm just watching to much tv & seeing all these nice short 'feathery' hairstyles. now i understand why people say the media has an effect on you lol jk.

ness won't shut up. soooo , i guess i'll pay her some attention.

final thought...a half-truth is still a whole lie.